delilah00

Tue, 04 Aug 2009 10:26:44 GMT

123

Tue, 28 Jul 2009 10:29:10 GMT

125.

Sat, 18 Jul 2009 15:52:42 GMT

128.

Tue, 02 Jun 2009 01:59:45 GMT

135.

Mon, 25 May 2009 04:57:15 GMT

or apparently i've been measuring my hips in the wrong place. i knew 36 was too good to be true. fuck me.

Sun, 24 May 2009 12:07:52 GMT

hips: 36. at least we made it to a number that at some point in history was "ideal." still so fat.... :(

Tue, 12 May 2009 02:21:04 GMT

140.

Fri, 08 May 2009 02:37:51 GMT

being home - i've gained 5 lbs. everything i work so hard for. wasted here. it's impossible to go a day without eating here. get me out. please.

Mon, 27 Apr 2009 15:50:25 GMT

end of week goal: 140. 5lbs. totally doable. *fingers crossed*

off to the gym.

Sun, 26 Apr 2009 22:38:57 GMT

how much can i lose in 29 days?

Fri, 24 Apr 2009 06:58:21 GMT

it's amazing how different 145 feels from 150. that change in number makes SUCH a difference.

also - for my height - the difference in being "normal weight" and...not.

BMI=24.1 (gross)

gotta get to at least 20 asap. lol. but seriously.

wow need to stop posting and GO TO SLEEP.

Fri, 24 Apr 2009 05:39:41 GMT

i love my friends <3

Fri, 24 Apr 2009 03:07:41 GMT

20 more pounds until i feel attractive. at least...that's the plan. 20lbs.

i can do it. i can.

125 is at least a number i don't feel awful about saying. probably won't get there until mid summer :-/ and my goal to be 125 was in about a month. idk if that's possible. june 1? maybe? maybe.

Thu, 23 Apr 2009 23:35:01 GMT

i love how i'm the only entry without replies on the community page....

Thu, 23 Apr 2009 21:50:19 GMT

145.

after 2 days of fasting. (water fast). it was tough. felt pretty terrible. faint/dizzy/ NO strength, more down than usual, etc.

so this morning - felt like SHIT. couldn't get out of bed until 1pm. (had a 1:30 class)

so i had a bagel so i could like...walk.

just had an iced chai.

maybe ONE more liquid thing today.

then restricting - LIQUIDS ONLY from now until Saturday. formal is Saturday. odds i'll make it to 140? pretty slim.. ha. ironic.

<3

edit: not to mention the lack of date issue. FML.

Wed, 22 Apr 2009 13:13:35 GMT

i WILL be 140 by friday. i WILL.

Mon, 20 Apr 2009 06:43:59 GMT

it's weird. i want to recover - as in eat healthily and lose weight by exercising. when i did that i was at my lowest weight. now i'm just a cow. so maybe that's the only way. this ed brought me within 5lbs of that...but right now it's more like 35. ugh. hate myself little bit.... a lot a bit.

Sat, 18 Apr 2009 17:44:42 GMT

33-28-37

149

:-/

Thu, 16 Apr 2009 04:20:15 GMT

tried to eat. had a sandwich. flipped out. purged it. i'm a fucking mess. i fucking hate myself.

Wed, 15 Apr 2009 18:16:20 GMT

so i think my UGW is 111. that puts my BMI at 18.5 - the lowest i can be w/o being considered underweight.

Mon, 13 Apr 2009 00:56:23 GMT

I need to set some new goals:

Friday, April 17th - 145

Saturday, April 25 - 140

Friday, May 1 - 135

Friday, May 15 - 130

Monday, May 25 - 125

And that's all for now. We'll figure out more later....

Sat, 11 Apr 2009 22:07:13 GMT

33-28-38

:-/

Sat, 11 Apr 2009 20:51:35 GMT

at least my bmi is now officially "normal weight"

*sigh*

i don't want to take a year off...but i know i need to. :-|

Wed, 08 Apr 2009 15:46:40 GMT

150

Mon, 30 Mar 2009 15:42:41 GMT

155.